Saturday, October 20, 2012

Wonderful Fall Day

Well I had a pretty good day today. The first thing I did this morning was started making homemade applesauce for me and Bobbiesue. I was so excited to make it since I saw this recipe by Abbie at Farmer's Daughter. It is just so good. It smells wonderful cooking in my house right now, and Bobbiesue has been eating apples all day long. I love that apples are her favorite food. I am trying to start her on eating unprocessed foods as much as I can, so she never gets used to eating them. It has been going ok. I am proud to say that at fourteen months her favorite foods are apples, bread, and milk. The other big thing that we did today was we attempted a no nap day. She had a twenty minute nap and then woke up and wouldn't go back down at her one o'clock nap. So at two when she still wouldn't sleep we decided to go outside and look for acorns and pinecones in our yard we didn't find any. She did check out the neighbor's halloween monster though. She wasn't scared of it. Then since she was getting a runny nose we went back home and played peek and boo, and with her megablocks. She is now finally taking a nap and I am so happy I can blog for a little bit because I got the house all clean while she was awake. Josh had to work late for a buddy at his work because their grandma was having heart surgery. I can't wait until I have him home for the weekend though. I miss him so much when he is at work even if it just for eight hours. Well I hope everyone has a nice weekend.
Bobbie's whisking
Posing with whisk
Eating another apple
Another pose same apple
The apples cooking so yummy

Thursday, March 22, 2012


My husband is finally getting to the point where he is helping out around the house again but this time he is on a short fuse sometimes. I just don't get it when I talk to him he says he is getting a headache, but then sometimes he is perfectly happy and talking to him doesn't irritate him. The part I don't get is that I keep doing the same thing all the time with no major changes at all. I think work is draining him and looking for a house is also draining him. I think he is starting to get depressed at life again. I love him and want to help him but I can't when he is being so ornery sometimes. The other thing that drives me nuts is that I got two complaints about him this weekend. My friend Michelle said that it was a very bad thing that they were in the nursery together because if something happened it would be a he said she said type of deal. It's not like he would actually touch her or her touch him and it irritates me. Does he really come off that way god I hope not. I still want to be her friend but it just irritates me. The other thing is that he irritated me little sister Becky who is doing really good in her program to not act bipolar anymore. He said that she threatened to kill him and he said you better send some of your friends out there too. But I was four wheeling with my little brother when this happened so I do not know what really happened. My question is how do you be in a relationship with someone that you can't trust this is driving me crazy. But if I do leave I will instantly be kicked out of membership with my church again and I would lose time with my daughter and I want to see my baby girl as much as I can. I never want to let her go ever. I will never be my mom and abandon my baby girl like she abandoned me and my sister so many times in my life. But maybe if I do it when she is young and I gain her back right away she won't notice and it won't hurt so bad I am really truly stuck here. GRR my life sucks. At least I have good friends and a good family that will support me though.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Exercise vs.Soda

I just did the Bex life beginner workout #2 and it is so amazing it got me all pumped up for the day. I actually got most of the dishes and took a shower in the three hours that Josh was at work. That never happens and add a cranky Bobbiesue and a workout it is just insanely awesome. I usually drink soda and that gets me pumped up but not this much so I am going to compare soda with excersize. With soda it actually takes energy away from you so does exercise but that is the natural way and it replenishes fast and using it helps you lost weight while soda makes you fat. If you get to much soda/ caffeine you may have trouble sleeping at night with exercise you should be able to sleep better at night there for you get your energy recharged for the next day. So exercising is way better than drinking soda.

Saturday, February 18, 2012


Today was a crazy day today. Bobbiesue is teething today and she is not a happy camper and along with this she has a cold. Poor little baby girl.All she wants to do is lay down with her toys and suck on her nook. Also I realised that she went into bearly being a size 3/6 to being a size six in a week. It is just crazy how much she grew in one we so now I am organizing her dresser for her again. I am making chicken and stuffing for my pastor's family today and I realised that I didn't have the soup to make it with and it is an essential ingredient, and Josh was already at work. I didn't know what to do so I prayed about it then I called my mom and asked her for help so she got the cans of soup and brought them to me. I love my mom so much. Now my grandpa is going to bring me a top of the line highchair he got handed down to him from a friend for us. I am so happy of all the generosity of others I am getting today. I guess what they say is true if you are helpful to others they will be helpful to you. I will leave you with a picture of my cute little girl. This was taken when she was three months it is with her geraffe her first stuffed animal ever and she will not be without it at all without crying.

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